Sunday, July 27, 2014

today is supposed to be the 7th anniversary to celebrate.
but no, it didnt happen.
and its not gonna happen ever again.

perhaps i'm the only one who recognizes the significance of today.
becuz what's lost matters alot to me.

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
11:51 PM

Monday, July 21, 2014

the path of the mind isn't getting me anywhere far.
how different would the path of the heart be.

in wanting to protect the thing that i cherish, i'm seemingly losing it bit by bit.

this battle is tough.
i'm holding the fort with too much fear, too little faith.

我们都怕承担 , 不够勇敢.

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
12:30 AM

Monday, June 30, 2014

every helper is a friendship made.
i'm glad to have made two such friends over the years.
bidding goodbye is never an easy thing, but giving thanks is.
thanks for all the contributions to our family, especially taking good care of our little bunnies.
and thanks for being an awesome company.

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
11:59 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2014

影子像时间般老去

然而时间被遗忘了

继续等待
被遗忘的时间

Love U U

却在海里迷了路

找不出心的归属

思念越尝越苦

心跳乱了脚步

怎么我读不懂你唇语之间的无助

能不能别这样放弃

能不能就放开自己

海浪穿透我的伤心

请听一听爱的声音

就算用尽所有真心

却到不了你的心底

回忆难以靠近

你是我奢求的唯一

让我用尽所有力气

只要你相信

我最坚持的声音

只剩一句 Love U U

Stay with me

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
11:41 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2014

it pains the heart to see a loved one suffering in a state that you can never imagine it to be.
everyone's at a lost.
everyone's clueless at what to do.
some of us are either physically or emotionally breaking down.
it's all too sudden.
too sudden and difficult to accept what's happening to my beloved aunt.

i prayed to god, i prayed to granny.
to please bless aunt a smooth recovery.
no matter how long it takes, we will all wait.
i really really want aunt to get well.
for she's the best aunt everyone could ever ask for.

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
6:10 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2014

3 years ago, i struggled hard enough with a decision to make.
i lived with it for a rather long while, until something finally urged me to move ahead.
3 years since then, here i am, at the crossroads once again.
this time round, a tougher decision to make, a tougher road to take.

try again, or walk away.

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
4:54 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2014

静静悄悄默默离开
陷入了危险边缘 Baby
我的世界已狂风暴雨

爱情来的太快　就像龙卷风
离不开暴风圈　来不及逃
我不能再想　我不能再想
我不　我不　我不能

爱情走的太快　就像龙卷风
不能承受　我已无处可躲
我不要再想　我不要再想
我不　我不　我不要再想你

不知不觉　你已经离开我
不知不觉　我跟了这节奏
后知后觉　又过了一个秋
后知后觉　我该好好生活

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
12:02 AM

Sunday, March 23, 2014

as i witnessed this moment of wedding vows and ring exchange, there was this sudden surge of tears welling up my eyes.
at that point in time, it was pure feelings of joy.
for my one and only beloved sister is officially married to the man of her life.
subsequently when i got home and chatted with papa mummy, i started imagining days without my sister at home.
and haha, that was when i couldnt hold back my tears.

being the youngest in the family, i have been far too reliant on my siblings for almost everything.
i took it for comfort and granted that they are always there for me and the family.
it took time for me to adjust to that "something-is-missing" feeling when korkor got married years back.
and soon enough, in about 6 months time, i'll have to go through the same cycle again when jiejie moves out.

well, i know very well thats life.
change is the only constant and everyone gotta move on.
i'll just need to summon all my courage to accept and face the reality of changes, the reality of life.

whatever happens, i know for sure something never changes.
my family will always and forever be my comfort nest : )

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
12:21 PM

Sunday, March 02, 2014

i woke up from a dream that seems to reflect much about reality.
sometimes i feel that dreams being dreams, they dont mean anything.
sometimes i believe that dreams are the opposite of reality.
yet sometimes, i puzzling wonder what dreams are trying to tell us about reality.

have i been thinking too much that subconsciously everything just came projecting into my mind in the form of dreams.

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
12:50 PM

Sunday, December 01, 2013

"為了你而祈禱而祝福而感動.."

♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
8:49 PM