Thursday, June 22, 2006
my stupid internet connection.. made mi blogged this entry for the third time le.. diao -_-"
i was supposed to be doing my revision.. but i've wasted the whole night.. just wasnt in the right mood to study.. somehow somewhat i was distracted.. alot of things seems to pop out in my mind.. it was just then hui called mi and we chatted for nearly an hour.. after chatting with her my mood was alot better.. thx hui =)
after i hanged up with hui.. actually wanted to study le.. then my bunny fell down while attempting to jump up to the bed.. i noticed sth wasnt right and so i carried him up.. his mouth was bleeding!! i panicked as it was the first time my bunny bleed.. i even went to wake jiejie up from sleep.. i tried to clean his wound gently and he was a brave little boy.. he didnt struggle.. fortunately it wasnt severe.. he was fine after awhile.. woo~ xia si wo le..
deep in thoughts there's still sth for mi to rejoice about.. my 2 korkors are okay le =D .. jie kor came back today.. and both of them chatted.. and i heard that they chatted alot alot.. yeah.. haha.. it was until jiejie reminded mi then i realised.. 3 mths!! the problem existed for 3 mths le.. and finally "yu guo tian qing" .. jiejie was like so happy that she felt like crying.. i'm happy.. hui ling jie was happy.. and of cuz.. dad and mum.. esp dad.. he must be very contented and will not have any worries anymore while he's working =)
however.. i did not talk much with jie kor.. when he came back very early in the morning, i was still asleep.. i woke up, he went out.. i went out, he came back.. i went to grandma hse for dinner, he already had his and watched a little of tv and left le.. i reached home, he was asleep.. diao -_-" .. that was how fast a day had passed and i haven heard anything from him.. how sad it is.. nvm.. friday!! he will be back again =D .. dunno yy when i saw him.. i felt like tearing.. got the sudden urge to give him a big hug.. hahaha.. and i realised jie kor is down with a cough.. he's coughing in his sleep.. my poor brother.. god bless that he gets well soon..
common tests next week!! that's one of my greatest worries.. and tonight i've done NO revision at all!! oh dear oh dear =(
and then.. one of my frens is hospitalised and the condition seems to be quite severe.. and another fren just had an operation not long ago and cant really walk now.. other than that he's got some other health problems.. for all these reasons.. i'm worried..
as for that matter.. i'm no longer angry or wat le.. in fact i've kinda forgotten about it.. i'm not a person who bear grudge against things or people.. i will not.. and i dont want to either.. as i've said i need time.. and time has allowed mi to cool down and put that matter aside.. but that doesnt mean the problem does not exist.. it still does.. just that i've chose to face it in a positive manner.. in this way i'll feel much better.. i'm not really bothered by it anymore.. and yes that's the way it is.. i wish to be a lighthearted person =)
[~!~!~ MeMoRie$ mAy Be bEaUtIfUl, AnD yEt, WaT's t0o PaInFuL t0 rEmEmBeR, wE $iMpLy Ch0o$e To FoRgEt ~!~!~]
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