Saturday, June 10, 2006
today woke up in the morning.. seeing no one was around.. and dat the house was so empty.. i felt so low.. my heart wasnt feeling very right.. sth was missing.. boredom and loneliness overwhelmed mi.. i'm not in the right mood to do anything..
late evening.. decided to go out for a movie.. siblings all wasnt around.. i dun feel like staying at home.. went out at 6plus to catch The Omen.. not a bad movie.. after the movie.. dun feel like going home so soon.. haha then mi and my fren so bo liao.. dunno where else can go.. then decided to take train to marina bay and then back home.. both of us just dun feel like going home so soon..
on train.. sitting beside mi was a very weird man in his thirties i guessed.. he's holding a banana in his hands.. with no carrier.. no nth.. just a banana in his hands.. hmm i wonder yy.. haha..
i've seen through u.. seen through ur true colours.. stay away from mi.. JUST STAY AWAY.. i nv ever want to and will nv ever feel like staying close to u anymore.. i treat u as my friend.. and that's wat u do behind mi.. nv trust someone that easily.. and i'm wrong to have trust u in that way.. dun try to hurt mi in any way.. pls dun make use of my weaknesses to do those things to mi.. i'll be hurt.. i wish i wasnt that soft-hearted everytime.. haiz.. yy am i so silly.. but now i noe what i shd do.. u're not worth my sorrows or heartbreak.. all i'm feeling now is disappointment.. and anger.. but i'll be strong.. a strong bi xia.. and not to let things affect mi that much.. learn to forgive and forget.. yes i will.. all i need is time.. "Memories may be beautiful, and yet, what's too painful to remember, we simply choose to forget" -- my nick says it all..
[~!~!~ MeMoRie$ mAy B bEaUtIfUl, N yEt, WaT's t0o PaInFuL 2 rEmEmBeR, wE $iMpLy Ch0o$e 2 4gEd ~!~!~]
♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
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