Sunday, May 25, 2008
graduation day is supposed to be filled with joy and marks my most memorable day in NYP. but my carelessness simply ruined everything. i couldnt really believe such an unlucky incident can happen to mi on my big day. i lost my bestest's digi cam. i really hate myself for that. arghhhh. went around looking for it but to no avail. i felt damn lost at that instant. my mood was totally gone. no pics taken with the lecturers and many of my friends. i didnt have the mood to go around asking 'heys xxx take pic take pic!'. all i wanted was to find the lost cam. but eventually i left the school in utter disappointment. 
i felt i let her down. she entrusted mi her cam and i just lost it. i didnt know how to face her. and indeed i was right. she wouldnt show anything to mi. she would hide it well so that i wouldnt know how she really felt. i know 1 zillion apologies wouldnt help. but in front of her. that was the most i could do.
i feel very down whenever i recall the incident. it's not really about the money. it's about the friendship issue and my graduation day being affected. few days had passed and i didnt receive any calls. i'm not pinning any more hope on it le.
i always choose to look on the positive side. everything do happen for a purpose. i get to see how some of my friends really care and worry for mi when i lost the cam. they went round searching the cam with mi. trying hard to comfort and cheer mi up when i'm feeling damn down that day. thx yi for coming that day. i was really happy when she said she would dropby for awhile. moreover she came with a sunflower for mi. thx my dearest girls for the lovely sunflower! it really caught mi in surprise and joy. everything would be so perfect. if only.. i hadnt lost the cam.
a million thx to yi andre lester pannn wenqing zeng geng and bing shen for helping mi search for the cam. sorry to trouble you people. i felt really moved by you guys. and thx congxiao as well. she called mi specially to ask mi about it. she even helped mi inform mr goh to keep a lookout for the lost cam. thx friends!
i'm feeling much better now. smiles bi xia =)
[- MeMoRie$ mAy Be bEaUtIfUl, AnD yEt, WaT's t0o PaInFuL t0 rEmEmBeR, wE $iMpLy Ch0o$e To FoRgEt -]
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