Sunday, February 07, 2010
its my first week of work.
i guess friends would be curious to hear from mi how is it like there.
i'll share more with you people when we meet up alright.
its still too early for mi to say whether i like my new job.
afterall its just the beginning phase, which is the tough part i'll have to cross.
first week was solely on training.
however, there's this stressful feeling developing within mi already.
sometimes during training, i'm totally lost.
with no relevant background and knowledge, i couldnt catch certain things at all.
i know i'm a slow learner.
and i cant help but doubt myself.
is it that i'm really that slow?
or its normal for a beginner like mi?
how long do i need to be like them?
i'm afraid i cant pick up fast enough, afraid that they have expectations of mi.
the working environment is drastically different from seraya.
as i'm working, i start to miss working in seraya and with my serayans.
i know i shouldnt compare, but i guess thats just human nature.
my job is a really challenging one.
but i always believe, we grow and learn through the obstacles and hardship.
even if i were to make mistakes, thats where i learn.
its just the beginning, i shouldnt give myself too much stress yet.
there's still a long long way for mi to go.
be positive!
i like the fact that i have my siblings to talk to whenever i'm not feeling very right.
felt better after speaking to jiee and jie kor.
they understand what i'm going through.
and they play a huge role in comforting mi and easing my mind somehow.
i need support and motivation.
speaking of this, its really sweet of some friends.
i have friends who text mi sending their well wishes before i start my job.
and friends who text mi asking mi hows work there.
you know i'll just smile at these messages.
it really means alot to mi.
thx friends, you guys know who you are : )
it seems to be the period of change.
i really gotta endure and pull through it on my own.
I'm losing confidence.
♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
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