Monday, August 23, 2010
a week of mental stress.
a week of deprived sleep.
a week of appetite loss.
a week of stressful thoughts..
IS FINALLY OVER FOR THE MONTH!
look, its just for the month.
subsequent months i will be experiencing everything all over again.
but well i shall not bother about that now.
all i know is..
I NEED A BREAK!
haven been sleeping enough for the past whole week.
and my mind was so damn stressed out that it hadnt been at ease.
be it at work, at home, or out with my friends.
and i really dont like this feeling.
assignments are driving me crazy.
and its bored that i cant go out.
i'm never a self-disciplined person.
i'm forced to be self-disciplined.
to lock myself at home the whole week just to work on my assignments.
thats so not me!
but i guess i just gotta accept it from now on.
the past 1wk plus had been tough.
i've never experience such pressure for a very long time.
i really really appreciate the support and motivation from my dear ones.
my family and my friends.
friends, you guys know who you are.
many thanks for the encouraging words that brace me through this period.
it does lighten my stressful load : )
my family has always been the one physically and emotionally there.
even without saying a single thing, their presence means something to me.
i love the warmth, especially when they're all around at home.
kor and HL jiee came back to stayover for a few days.
and i'm so happy to see them!
and jie kor, you are the BEST!
thanks for taking the time to go through my assignment with me.
i do wonder, whose siblings would actually do that?
i feel so so lucky to have a brother like this.
i was rushing my work one night when mummy came to my room and spoke to me.
in her usual hokkien,
"if really so tough, dont work lar, dont work lar, just rest while studying lor."
chatted with mummy for a while about work and study.
and throughout the whole conversation mummy was like..
"aiya dont work lar, dont work already lar."
for the moment i cant help but smile.
that few simple sentences from her means alot to me.
its warmth, its love, its care.
世上只有妈妈好.
mummy, 我爱你!
so sorry friends!
lately i'm so full of rants.
now that the first assignment deadline is over.
i need to take a short break.
i need to clear my pile of work in office.
i need to do my jogging with jie kor.
i need to meet up my dear friends.
and most importantly for now..
I NEED TO SLEEP!
*yawns*
♥ bits and pieces of my memories.
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